I'm beginning to regret signing up for this AP class. Sure, if I applied myself I could keep up with the others, but that's the problem. - I lack drive. Meaning that I have no ambition or motivation what-so-ever.
I get that the scores and numbers will help me later-on in life, but I just can't bring myself to care. Honestly people, a bunch of numbers won't tell you squat about ME.

I needed that.
Moving on.

I've had the urge to write lately, but said-urge dies every time I open an OpenOffice_Writer document. For some unfathomable reason the spell check doesn't work, and I can't write without spell check.
Yes, yes, go ahead and roll your eyes, have your laugh.
Done? Good.
I'm horrible at spelling. I'm the kind of person that recognizes the shape of the word more than the actual letters, and because I write in cursive... Yeah, bad things happen. (There was an instance involving 'while' and 'whale' that my brother STILL teases me about...)
So without a spell checker I suddenly start doubting everything I've typed. It's pathetic. My own writing tools are killing my willingness to write. -insert groan of despair here- Hell! Even Google Chrome has spell check, and that's just a search engine-thing...
What the hell is Google Chrome called?
...I KNOW I know this... A browser!
Sorry, now I'm just... Never mind.

Lust and Gluttony have broken up. I wonder how it is I could see that it wouldn't last, and they couldn't? Oh well, one of life's little mysteries, that.
Gluttony mentioned that Lust likes someone who likes her back, so I can't comprehend why she carried on with The Glutton for so long. I'm curious of who it is. They haven't gotten together yet, so I'm a bit confused...
I admit I'm little hopeful. Ever since the idea that she might have been talking about ME entered my mind all of those little fantasies surfaced with a vengeance.
I do love Mizuki. It's just more of a passive love than I believe she wants in a partner. Though at this point I'm willing to guess that even SHE doesn't know what she wants.
I just wish that she gets together with whom-ever-it-is because the longer she remains single the more I'm going to hope that it's me.

...Why don't I just ask her to be my girlfriend? Worst-case scenario is that she says "no".
That's something to think about.
Assuming that someone is even reading this: What do you all think? Should I ask her out? (Give reasoning please.)