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Inferiority Complex, Apathy, and Life = Me

Wed Nov 4, 2009, 4:58 PM
I'm beginning to regret signing up for this AP class. Sure, if I applied myself I could keep up with the others, but that's the problem. - I lack drive. Meaning that I have no ambition or motivation what-so-ever.
I get that the scores and numbers will help me later-on in life, but I just can't bring myself to care. Honestly people, a bunch of numbers won't tell you squat about ME.

I needed that.
Moving on.

I've had the urge to write lately, but said-urge dies every time I open an OpenOffice_Writer document. For some unfathomable reason the spell check doesn't work, and I can't write without spell check.
Yes, yes, go ahead and roll your eyes, have your laugh.
Done? Good.
I'm horrible at spelling. I'm the kind of person that recognizes the shape of the word more than the actual letters, and because I write in cursive... Yeah, bad things happen. (There was an instance involving 'while' and 'whale' that my brother STILL teases me about...)
So without a spell checker I suddenly start doubting everything I've typed. It's pathetic. My own writing tools are killing my willingness to write. -insert groan of despair here- Hell! Even Google Chrome has spell check, and that's just a search engine-thing...
What the hell is Google Chrome called?
...I KNOW I know this... A browser!
Sorry, now I'm just... Never mind.

Lust and Gluttony have broken up. I wonder how it is I could see that it wouldn't last, and they couldn't? Oh well, one of life's little mysteries, that.
Gluttony mentioned that Lust likes someone who likes her back, so I can't comprehend why she carried on with The Glutton for so long. I'm curious of who it is. They haven't gotten together yet, so I'm a bit confused...
I admit I'm little hopeful. Ever since the idea that she might have been talking about ME entered my mind all of those little fantasies surfaced with a vengeance.
I do love Mizuki. It's just more of a passive love than I believe she wants in a partner. Though at this point I'm willing to guess that even SHE doesn't know what she wants.
I just wish that she gets together with whom-ever-it-is because the longer she remains single the more I'm going to hope that it's me.

...Why don't I just ask her to be my girlfriend? Worst-case scenario is that she says "no".
That's something to think about.
Assuming that someone is even reading this: What do you all think? Should I ask her out? (Give reasoning please.)

  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: Linkin Park
  • Reading: The Giant's Shadow, Oswell Scott Card
  • Watching: YuGiOh: The Abridged Series
  • Playing: Spider Solitare
  • Eating: raisens
  • Drinking: water

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  • Current Residence: USA
  • Interests: manga, anime, and fanfiction/fanart
  • Favourite movie: The Dark Knight, The Nightmare Before Christmas
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anne McCaffery
  • MP3 player of choice: Zune
  • Favourite game: Star Wars: Force Unleashed
  • Favourite gaming platform: X-Box 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Leonardo from TMNT
  • Personal Quote: "Bad things happen." - Zoa
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencils, notebooks, spell check

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:iconmizukiwolfe:
*growls slightly*

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Looking out at you all.
:iconenzero:
thanks for the faves and watch :)

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Orions Spartans For The Win!
:iconnaramyon:
You're welcome.
I actually found you because of your Orions Spartans videos on Newgrounds, which were awesome! I look forward to hearing more from OS.

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~Zoa Naramyon

Arms encircle me.
I didn’t want you to see
These scars I carry.
:iconaxelofreaht:
Thanks for the fave.

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I fought gravity, and gravity won

Pfhor Casualties:
2451: Dead
0: Wounded
:iconblue-carrot-unmei:
Thanks for the fav on my Doctor poem~!

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"Accident black spot?" Rubbish! They're throwing themselves in to escape the futility of life!
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:iconlimbairedhiel:
thank you sweety for adding that to your favs. :heart:

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Life is what you make of it, make the most of your time.

Kuss' mich. Kuss' mich als wäre es das letzte Mal. [Casablanca]
:iconindagofeather:
Grawrr *attacks profile commenting space*

>:3

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NOT CRAZY.
:iconlimbairedhiel:
hello there! :) Good to finally find you on DA. (I'm such a horrible scatterbrain who loses everything XD).

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Life is what you make of it, make the most of your time.

Kuss' mich. Kuss' mich als wäre es das letzte Mal. [Casablanca]
:iconhalogoddess1:
Thanks for all the favs! I appreciate it! :D

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Nov. 9th 2004, the world was hooked on the 2nd part to that game.
Sept. 25th 2007, the world was excited for the 3rd part to............

HALO.
:iconescaflowneluvr:
Thank you for the :+fav: :hug:

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Only the good die young.....I guess I'm in for a long, healthy life, then.

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